Tuesday, Apr 7 - 12:39 PM

I know from my own experience that letting go and accepting what really is happening, being real about the facts, and making decisions accordingly, helps me live in reality instead of in idealism. That makes for dealing with what is, rather than just what wishful thinking wouldn't bring.

Itīs a little bit like the hour glass where the sand going through the middle is what the "now" is, rather than thinking about the sand at the top of the hour glass which represents the future, nor the sand in the bottom of the hour glass which represents the past. The only thing thatīs real about this is the sand going through the middle -the "now". Thatīs the important focus. When I forget this important fact, I think of the hour glass, and it reminds me of what's most important.

Wednesday, Apr 8 - 02:10 PM

I've been thinking about my strengths and weaknesses lately. I find that, with an honest search for my truth, I'm understanding myself a lot better than I have in the past. I know that it's not easy to be so honest with yourself, that it hurts. I know without that kind of self-integrity, I can't get to the bottom of things, and correct what needs to be corrected. Until I uncover all of my truth relative to my strengths and weaknesses, I won't get to the level of awareness at which I'd like to live my life.

I find that it's not easy to get in touch with those things in my life that lack reality. On the other hand, the way I figure it, it's the only way I can get to the bottom of answers I've been searching for almost my whole life.

I find it to be an interesting, and not always an easy journey, but I would bet all along the way, my life will
continue to become richer as I go.

Thursday, Apr 9 - 08:39 PM

I can see where it's easy to feel the pressure that life creates for me sometimes. I find if I hold on to the vision of what's real, and what I'm to learn from the experience, it helps me to keep my mind on the things that make a difference in getting better results instead of any fears that cause me to make wrong decisions that could cause me more unwelcomed problems.

Friday, Apr 10 - 07:01 PM

I've enjoyed learning new things all my life. It's one of the special things about being human. There's always an opportunity around me to learn new things.

Sometimes, I'm shocked at the simple things I don't understand. On the other hand, sometimes my wisdom surprises me, too. When I put both of those elements together, it still comes out that it's fun to just keep on learning new things.

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