Monday, Feb 5 - 08:47 PM
I am excited about my life and the many blessings that I have.
It saddens me about the war and the affect it is having to
change people's lives forever. I am excited about my family
and the good things that are happening with them. It saddens
me about the war and how it is affecting other families and
their loved ones.
I do not have the answers to as many things as I would like to
have, but I have faith that could move a mountain. I think I
am going to have to continue my faith in my Higher Power and
let it go at that for the moment.
Tuesday, Feb 6 - 11:53 AM
I am finding that space where no matter what is going on in my
life, I am more accepting and resisting it less. I know that
what I might resist will surely persist so I keep letting go of
anything that does not serve my best interest. It is getting
easier and easier the more I do that.
I know that the higher the suffering level of any situation,
the harder it is to let it go, but I am finding that I can let
go of so much more than in the years past. Maybe some sort of
wisdom is latching on to me to go for a ride. That works for
me. I like wisdom.
Wednesday, Feb 7 - 07:36 PM
I am looking at the unvarnished truth of everything in my life
so I can see what's real and what's not. I have been on a
re-evaluation journey for several years now and it is quite
revealing to me. The old saying "The truth is not always in
the appearance of things" is certainly true.
As I have looked at all the happenings in my life, I have
concluded that they have not always been as good as I thought
they were; they have not always been as much fun as I wanted
them to be and those things that have happened that have been
inches short of tragic have surprised me.
Through it all, I believe ALL of it has been my journey
designed to teach me my lessons of truth. For all of that, I
am grateful and realize that I STILL have a lot to learn.
Thursday, Feb 8 - 08:53 PM
I taped an Oprah show one day several weeks ago, was watching
it this week and it was about the woundedness in our life and
how that woundedness is passed on to our children.
They were talking about mothers who try to fix what they didn't
like about their own life through their children, but the
children then have the priviledge of living out their own
mother's woundedness in their own life because the mother never
really worked it through for themselves.
Learning about these kinds of things helps me clarify my own
life's experiences and it is great to get some clarity on
things that have been puzzling in the past. I am going to give
this some further thought. It is an interesting concept to
I thought it was interesting how Dr. Robin suggested that this
is a reality in different ways for all people. That's
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